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this is easily seen...

...this life of fallacy

Created on 2002-06-14 14:30:32 (#594450), last updated 2005-01-23

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Name:	...this life of fallacy
Birthdate:	03-08
Location:	Chester, New York, United States
Website:	Help Find Kaylee!

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Time to burn it all away, time to think of what to say
Time to go right back to yesterday.
Time for movements in the past, time for something that won't last.
Not just fire quick and die off fast.
Things are never what they seem,
I'm stuck inside of someone else's dream.
Problems never go away...
I'm sick of being caught in yesterday.
Every day it's still the same, different faces, different names,
But still stuck here playing these stupid games.
Maybe soon I'll figure out what giving up is all about.
My heart is filled so full of doubt.
Don't turn around, don't look ahead
I won't listen to all the lies I'm fed.
Don't have to listen to you
So don't you fucking tell me what to do.

-------***-------

I felt you slip away, far away from me, further from me
You seem to drift
I caught myself wishing you back
As I fight to catch you
Anger, wells inside me
I see me, frowning in your eyes
I see, the fear in you, where none should ever be
I am here for you, as I strive to grab you
I see my reflection and the pain scripted across my face, set in stone
Anger, wells inside me
I see me, frowning in your eyes
Far away from me, further from me
You seem to drift (Far away)
I caught myself wishing you back
As I fight to catch you
Slap me, punch me, stab me, kick me, burn me, crucify me, kill me
Fuck you, hate you, love you, hate myself
You are nothing to me
I am everything to you
You are nothing to me
I put the fear in you where none should ever be
I am everything to you.

.rahhhhh.

enslave my heart, revealed is her apathey.
I'm bounded by a fear of loneliness,
show me fidelity now fill me with a false sense of hope,
this will be reminder of what we once were.
I'll leave your lips soaked with remnants of a love held together by deception.
and death is masked as my savior.
martyred in you heartless name.
the detriment was much too profound for you
to mend my wounds sweetly with your blackened kiss,
my heart you've bled it dry.
you could mean the world to me nothing less throughout eternity.
you're the end of the world to me.
a beautiful contradiction possessing me.
I can give you no more than all the love I have.
take it with you wherever your heart shall lead you.
this is the requiem for broke hearts and empty promises,
with weary steps I will press on no longer,
now watch as the blade cuts through my skin,
and this blood will forever rain up on your guiltless head,
could you hold this close to your heart forever...forever?
Will you hold this close to your heart forever and always.
or will you bathe in my blood foerver and always?

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